My life has not been easy my journey long.
i never quite fit in never belonged
until one day for reasons still unclear
my eyes were opened my future almost real
A child for me one to raise and love
How do I beginI pray to god above
I know not how to love or how to be a mo
I only know confusion, never felt the joy of calm
This gentle little being so trusting in my heart
please show me how to love him and make a perfect start