My heart races when I think of you...
you constantly cross my mind when I sleep cause I dream of you...
l wake up in pain, with the thought of how I have a loss for you..
and the worst part is
I\'m in pain and only want the best for you..
I feel like there\'s someone new.. that you couldn\'t just throw 2 years away when it\'s almost out of the blue..
it makes no sense to me.. but I hope this new man is good to you..
better than me, and the perfect man that you need..
I imagine him tall and handsome...
more beautiful than I...
inside and out, he\'s an all around a great guy...
with a real career
real love
and honesty to you
this new guy, always standing by your side, being true..
I imagine this man to be perfect...
and the hardest part for me...
is that I have to accept this.. and for you and your happiness, it\'ll be worth it..