I am here again. The darkness calling me... My dreams are quiet, they whisper me it\'s time to go. The world is vacuous. I still pretend I feel like I\'m at home. Inside I\'m empty, dead long ago and everything is meaningless. But still, I hold on that one hope – the world that\'s meant for me. I still don\'t know which path to take, which way leads me to my faith. Where is my wonder, my dreams, my end?! Is it Capella in the dark night sky? Or is darkness in the autumn forest? It feels so close and yet, so far away... My kingdom, don\'t leave me away...