You\'re the closest to perfect that I\'ve ever felt
you being so perfect, I thought I was perfect myself
I was lost in you
lost in our love
wanting more but never having enough..
no one could fulfill what you gave me..
and no one could replace the way that you saved me..
losing you hurts but I know what I didn\'t
I realize now that the reality I saw really isn\'t
You were so good to me and I was so good with you
but with you is key word
I was so good WITH you..
I always was because you made me complete
filled the hole I felt in myself laying beneath my feet..
you filled the hole then I dug another
filled my hole for me when I was digging one for you..
I stopped digging my own hole and feeling my own pain
instead I gave it you and let the stress build on your brain
I pushed you away while I sucked in your love
But when I gave it back I also shared the drug.
I wanted yours and wanted it from you but in the end
i lost your trust with trying to be someone\'s friend.
I\'ll never forget what we had, and never forget the way you made me feel...
I hope someday in life you experience a person who will love you like you loved me...
with a love so real.