I see the disappointment in your eyes and it crushes my spirit.
You are were the only one that believed in me.
I am human. I am not perfect. I make mistakes.
But I suppose you only gave me so many chances
and now its clear.
You only supported me and believed in me when I was doing well
and now that I am not you have pulled back from me.
Cutting me off.
The disappointment and my short comings are clear now
looking into your hazel eyes.
I have apologized countless times
but I shouldn\'t have had to.
You have made me feel lesser than what I am.
You have pointed out my every flaw and flaunted it in my face.
And now you expect me to okay.
I am not okay. I have not been okay for a long time.
You can only judge and criticize someone for so long
Now the damage is done.
I do not look into the mirror and see the good qualities
I look in the mirror and see every flaw, every imperfection.
You have controlled me like a puppeteer controls his marionettes
I have forgotten what it feels like to live care free and to live my life as my own.