I find it hard to look at the changing seasons
It’s hard to look at you rising with the wind
Changing and adapting like the scattering leaves
I never truly thought things would go back to normal
After I gave you something unreturnable
I thought things would change
I didn’t think you would
But now I’m looking over to your familiar face
Your now unfamiliar voice
Different tone and echoed laugh
The things I love about you slipping away
I want to catch them as they slip but they dissolve in my hands
The things I hate about you colorful in your face
I want to fade them away but they come back brighter each time
I find it hard to look at the life before the end of our season
I wanted the season to last for a lifetime
But you know seasons, they never never do
It hard for me to understand how people grow apart
It isn\'t natural to feel so much and be so far
It’s Something I will never comprehend
Something I don\'t want to understand between me and you
I watch the pavement change with the weather
So much light, and then so much dark
I feel the distance between our heart widening
Your heartbeats are fainter and im not hearing them like I should
Oh how I listened so hard,
Not a sound
I cry sometimes
Thinking about the way you were
The way we aren\'t anymore
Thinking about the sun losing warmth
You were my sun, how will I grow
How will I live
It’s hard for me sometimes, why isn’t it hard for you too