I feel like I am in a room with a double sided mirror
I can see everyone moving on and living their lives
But here I am watching from the outside
I feel like I am watching my life go on without me
I see every memory that\'s being made, every love, every
heart ache.
I see their happiness their pain
I empathize with them
but still...
I feel like I am at a stand still
I make no progress
I am shut off from everyone around me
I endure my life alone
every bump, curve, and dead end.
I have become so reliant on myself that I don\'t know how
to let others in, how to let them help
I don\'t like to burden them with my troubles because my
troubles are small in comparison
Yet without their help I\'m drowning on my own
I am my own worst enemy
At times I am glad to have endured it alone but other
times I wish I did not have to
The path I have traveled has made me strong.
It has brought me to my knees
crying and screaming for help
and kicked the breathe out of my lungs as I tried
standing back up
And I have been the one to stand victorious at every
struggle
Knowing I alone conquered it
I am stronger than I could have ever imagined
But I can also be weak