One year of sobriety thrown away after smothering in to days pain
My words are beginning to blur and slur as if I were actually speaking
I have finally silenced the screams
I just had to give in
oh I just know I will be ashamed once I come back down
But for now I will be satisfied in this quiet room with no sound
as I let these drunk words spill from my mouth like the odor of the liquor on my breath
I have finally put him to rest that side of my brain the voice of logic telling to not give into my pain
but I did it anyways
I just had to let my sorrows drown in this bottle
cause I cant see a better tomorrow beyond this day
maybe these stains will be lifted once the rain dissipates
but until then I will enjoy the relief away from my pain
As I let this alcohol pump through my veins