I want to change I really do.
I don\'t like the person I\'ve become.
I cry at times because of the person I have become and how I\'ve gotten to this point.
I see things that I have been through and what I\'m still going through.
Sometimes I feel like a lost cause, not worth anyone\'s time.
I wonder if there\'s hope for me yet.
I left the church a long time ago.
Since then my world has be in a downward spiral.
It was my worst decision but I can\'t seem to get back
Maybe God has given up on me too.
I honestly wouldn\'t blame him
I haven\'t been the best person these past four years
I\'ve done a lot of things I\'m not proud of
But still I\'m trying to hold on to the tiniest glimmer of hope
Because without hope what do I have