elphaba993

Rock Bottom

You don\'t know rock bottom

 

You don\'t know what it\'s like

selling your body

just to provide for your child.

 

I\'m stuck in a constant state of 

emptiness.

I\'m disgusting

dirty

cheap...

 

This is what my life has come to.

I never thought this would be me.

 

I\'m fighting so hard

just to keep my head above water

but God

I\'m so fucking tired.

 

I want to die.

I dream of it.

I pray for it all to end.

 

Because I do know rock bottom.

That\'s where I live.