Why did you do this?
You made me feel so good but
So wrong at the same time
Until I associated myself with;
The discomfort of other people
And the guilt that comes with my presence
You treated me like poison that you could resist
And I believed it.
I was unbreakable
So I instead I broke everything around me
The poison soaked out into my body and onto everything I didn’t know I needed
You broke me by letting me believe it was the right thing for you to disappear
And never make me feel so powerful again
Before I could find a way to put myself back together,
Before I could ask you for help
You had gone
Erased yourself and all the guilt you felt for allowing me
To make you happy
And this is why I will not come close again
Because they will leave
Like the wind blows great trees down
I was tall and strong
You have uprooted everything
As the trees do when they fall
I cause only destruction and pain
I am guilty