Tears fall and blind my eyes
I clench my chest in pain
My breathing starts to stop
What comes to mind is his name
I\'m gasping for some relief
Feeling like I am dieing
Can\'t stop the hurt
Can\'t stop this crying
All I repeat is \"I love him\"
I\'m blinded by these tears
Screaming out \"where did you go?\"
We were best friends for years
I can feel the hugs he used to give
Smell the scent he always carried
The constant need for his company
Trying not to let things get buried
Thinking of him makes me puke
The stress makes me sick
How can someone so sweet turn into such a complete dick?
No matter how much I plead
Things won\'t magically change
I\'m sorry you existed in my life
Guess we will remain estranged