Reaching for the path to a future time, realizing that this life that I have is mine. Scared and not knowing how to even start,everything I need is not so far apart. The bridges Iv burned and the people that I\'ve lost, it all has a purpose and I just have to trust. I might be bogged down by depression and doubt, but in my soul there\'s a flame that can\'t be put out. As bad as it hurts and I want to give up, I keep pushing onward I just can\'t seem to stop. I\'m close to a breakthrough as the days feel the same, I reach for that something... it\'s calling my name. It\'s a little voice, I don\'t know what from, but it keeps me from quitting and saying I\'m done. Some days are harder than others I know, but something is calling me telling me to go.. keep trying my dear you\'re on the right track.. run harder than before and never look back. Don\'t give up,as much as it hurts.. the journey is worth it, never knowing is worse.