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My Glue

It\'s a lonely walk
This life
I try so hard
not to come off
as passionate ..
      AND UNAFRAID TO BE vulnerable
because I know it scares people,
I try so hard
to focus...
     ON THE FUN lover IN ME
because I celibate in
such a charismatic way

But thoughtlessly and effortlessly
     it\'s a vicious cycle

I fucking feel so deeply and I can handle it
it\'s you who suffers my affliction

And yes I love sex and I feel pain and I\'m selfish
be honest
sublime
come and get it... fuck me

Crazy? How\'s that not healthy?

I need so damn much money it\'s nothing less than serious so badly ... I hate money?

Times worse by far, it\'s my best friend ...

Is it okay to truly want so much the flavor fills my mouth, truly want the stereotype little girl dream, is it okay that I just want my perfect wife, my dallhouse, and white picket fence. Are you sure  liar? Your words said yes, your actions keep saying no.

YO FUCK YOU WORLD, I\'M IMMATURE
your the one\'s who give up on dreaming before teenhood, your week.

Yes, break me... you deserve it...

This is why we can\'t have nice things...

I hate you for it, please come make me

He kisses her, I die out loud, it\'s inappropriate,
you did it even though you love me,
Your afraid, you died inside ... you where so strong, I\'m so week

Your all Ray Charles

Believe, I do... dive, I will

How hard can I crash? Am I still alive
every moment, no...
I\'m buried in my burning looking instead into a screen ... typing this

Love you,
Love me

Love love

It\'s a lonely walk,
are you a tragedy like me?

Dance!

Would you say yes when you mean no

WHEN YOU KNOW BETTER THAN MOST CAN conceive JUST HOW PERMANENT THE DAMAGE WILL BE...

is it hard because it\'s soft or because it\'s easy?

do you struggle to find and intellectual equal like I do?

Live young wild and free

Be yourself, how... who...

It\'s not my first Rodeo, I don\'t know how, I\'ve done it a million times.

I need a clean getaway!

I know the strangers in my bed but who am I, I\'m okay, I\'m just the villain.

I can make it on my own, please don\'t hold my hand, it\'s a lonely walk ...

Without you I\'m a torn puzzle, but where are you? Who are you?