I gotta let it go, I know this...
Hurting deep inside I never show it
I\'m only getting worse when I think I\'m getting better
Will I torture myself forever?
MomViand Dad I know it hurts deep inside
To watch your little girl get caught up in the wrong fight
Lost in the life, I know your not suprised
Two grown who have lived that life
I try not to cry
I know I got to grow and focus on what\'s the most important,
But regardless I end up hopeless, lost and souless
Dying on the inside praying my dad don\'t lose his life
Found out he was sick and now I can\'t sit right
I\'m really sorry all the times we would fight
Trying so hard to make my life right
Sometimes I get to thinking Ill never win the fight
I lose so much sleep at night
Mom and Dad I love you and I hope you know this
We are all trying so hard to not be hopeless
Keep holding on tight, there\'s always light after dark nights
I promise soon will come our sunrise
Mom and Dad everything\'s gonna be alright.