NoLongerATeen

Kind Of

Kind of hungry,
Kind of not,
Kind of wish my teeth would rot,
Wish I may,
Wish I might,
Wish I could sleep tonight,
You think i\'m crazy,
You think i\'m dumb,
You think I do this just for fun,
It\'s ok,
It\'s all right,
It\'s going to be a peaceful night,
Because I can,
Because I will,
Because I can no longer lay still,
I\'ll slit my wrist,
I\'ll slice and squeeze,
I\'ll finish this story in a breeze,
You\'ll miss my hair,
You\'ll miss my walk,
You\'ll even miss the way I talk,
Don\'t blame yourself,
Don\'t say I was secretive,
Don\'t try and say you were my reason to live,
I know your kind,
I know how you lied,
I know that you wish you would\'ve died,
But now it\'s over,
But now it\'s done,
But now it\'s not any fun,
Not today,
Not tomorrow,
Not while you\'re laying there weeping in sorrow.
-GC18