It hurts
when all you can think about is him
the way he kissed you,
the way he would embrace you in his arms,
the way he never judged you no matter what you
did.
The truth is he was always judging you
he never loved you all he wanted was sex
and you were stupid eneguh to have it with him
you regreat all of it your tired of it he has a gf that
you ust to be friends with but it dosent matter
to her that you two had sex it
kills you that he was the
first guy you really had sex with
the last two raped you and you were misribale you never talked about it .
You have always thought that you werent pretty
that you were unloved, hated you are just so damn hurt
you tell other people there better than what they think but really are
we? We think that were annoying stupid ugly
are we what we say we are im going to say yes i am what
i say i am im unloved, i dont even know why the crap im here i just
want to end things so bad.