elphaba993

Repeat

Each poem is a repeat of the last

I have nothing new to say

 

The problem here is

Nothing helps anymore

 

Even that beautiful blade

Is failing me

 

I don\'t know what to do anymore

Short of ending it all

 

The cuts used to give me relief

Remind how to feel again

Even if only for a minute

 

But now it doesn\'t even do that

 

I could slice my very soul open

And still feel nothing.

 

The desire to fight

To keep going

Is missing.

 

I keep saying the same thing

But no one hears me

 

I feel like I\'m screaming for help

 

Somebody please help me

 

But I think I\'m talking to myself

 

No one hears

No one sees

Unless it\'s themselves

 

And I\'m fading away

Disappearing under this knife

 

And no one will even notice

 

Until I\'m gone.