i really wish that things in my mind were quite like the meadows
and as calm as the waves in the ocean
i really wish that i could blossom like a flower in spring
but i fall like the leaves in fall
i really wish that i could be proud of what i’ve done
but i wallow in self-pity like a pig in mud on a hot day
i really wish that i could love without holding back
but the chains on my heart strong and i am weak
i really wish that i could tell you i love you
but my love for you is shrouded in mystery like peter pans shadow
above all else my biggest wish is that i could say all the right words that would make you weep
but i don’t have any wishes…i don’t have any hope…all i have is a broken heart knockin on an old lover’s door