hippiechick

i really wish

i really wish that things in my mind were quite like the meadows

and as calm as the waves in the ocean

i really wish that i could blossom like a flower in spring

but i fall like the leaves in fall

i really wish that i could be proud of what i’ve done

but i wallow in self-pity like a pig in mud on a hot day

i really wish that i could love without holding back

but the chains on my heart strong and i am weak

i really wish that i could tell you i love you

but my love for you is shrouded in mystery like peter pans shadow

above all else my biggest wish is that i could say all the right words that would make you weep

but i don’t have any wishes…i don’t have any hope…all i have is a broken heart knockin on an old lover’s door