I am not going to chase them
I am not going to paint them into a picture of future plans
There are already too many scars upon my flesh from the sutures I have had removed in the past
Life can\'t always be a walk in the park
It\'s an uphill battle
A dance in the dark
I can\'t always provide the spark to keep everything alive
They both have the drive to give me what I need
They also have the armor that tends to make my heart bleed
In some ways, I need them
They are my soldiers
My boys
They need to start treating me like the queen that I am
Let mamma do away with all their silly little sex toys
I am not going to chase either one of them this time
I have exhausted myself for way too many years
I have told them both how much I love them until my teeth have eroded down to my gums, leaving me needing a new set of veneers
I am not going to chase them
They run too fast, they move too slow
I am not going to erase them
I am going to let them grow
As long as it is in my garden, not the dirt mound of some other dumb ass bitch
I will chase their asses while riding upon my broom because this witch does not like to share
I am sick and tired of having to unravel my boys from the threads of an arachnids snare
I am not going to chase them
They are not going to run
I am over and done with everything in my past
My car is in the auto shop and I cannot afford the gas...
11/9/2016