I don\'t have a good way a really great or descriptive way to describe watching someone you really care about slowly killing themselves. All I know is that it kills you too, but faster, and in a more cruel grip. I\'ve never wanted to turn away from someone so perfect and beautiful so badly. Usually its wonderful to watch the people you care about and love grow, but that never happened with you, you shrunk, to skin and bones. I started tearing off little bits of me and sipping poison. I wish there was a way we filled each others empty parts.