messed up life
by kat
My messed up life
No matter what i do
It leads me to him
No matter where i go
He is there
No matter how hard i push him away
I just cant let him go
No matter how hard i forget
It just comes back
Trying to hide my feelings
They just show more
I know its not fair
But i know i have feelings
So I push
And i push him away
But yet nothing happens
What can i do
nothing
But yet i try
I try my best
So i accept that my love for him
Might be real