When I imagined my future
What my life would be like
Who I would be
And who would be apart of it
I never imagine it to be as it is
Of course I knew it would be different
But I never thought it could be like this
I imagined myself happy
I thought I would know what I want to do in life
I thought I would sure of myself
And that I would have someone beside me
But that is not how it is
It\'s quite the opposite
I\'m not really sure how I got here
I wasn\'t even aware I was heading in this direction
I\'m not really sure of myself
I\'m not confident in me or my future
Or who I am or will be
I\'m not sure about anything