This is way more than mere frustration
I am at a point where I may start boiling
It is no wonder why he blocked me from speaking to him
After things between us seemed somewhat normal again
I can be a lunatic sometimes
I guess I just could not hold it in any longer
My urge to explode growing stronger every second
The entire ordeal is huge mess, to put it lightly
He never wants to listen to anything I have to say
He knows how often I am right
He turns to me in question
Then, to the night he succumbs
To retreat within his secret world that I only know fragments of
I guess that we all have one
I went crazy as crazy gets the other day
I just think that we are done for the hundredth time
It\'s like I have been punished for behaving in such a rash manner
The silent treatment to a cruel and unforgiving extreme
I\'m not going to lay down in the dust flailing like a fool
He has not that kind of power over me anymore
I have to face the fact that I let myself be utilized when he had nothing left
Nowhere to turn
So, off he went to track me down
To take me in his talons to his altar where he could burn be over and over again
Leaving me branded from head to toe with the symbols of our forgotten past
Ancient messages like living epitaphs upon my skin
I have been to Hell and beyond with that guy
I don\'t know why I even care
Branded so he will never fade from my memory and the scars will remain upon my body forever...
12/13/2016