One year ago today
I was not at all where I am now
I am not ecstatic
I am just okay
But, it certainly beats feeling the way that I was feeling then
A bunch of two-faced pricks had me snowballed over and over again
Lately, though, I have really gotten to know what I am supposed to do when it comes to choosing who I love
This BOOMING voice from above and beyond
Shattering what were once my eardrums
Carrying me past that flimsy, flailing point of swallowing all of my tears
My fears have all found me, and as I have stated so many times before, I never have had very many
If I had a penny for each one of them, I would end up with a bit more than a nickel, much less than a dime
It is not at all a crime to relentlessly give everything your all
I refuse to become anyone elses fall guy
I would have already gone down if I was ever going to
If I was meant to give up or give in, it would have happened already
It almost has
I have shit my trousers in awe, if only but to appease them
The strongest arm of the law is behind me now, for they can see clearly that this crazy little shindig won\'t be happening unless the true soldiers remain free
I am taking back all of the power that I have so carelessly shared with ungrateful pawns
The fools that had my back one moment, then the next moment, POOF!, they were gone
Believe me, nothing is ever, anymore, any real big shocker
These little whack off sessions they keep having over what they have put me through are going to cost them, no matter where they manage to sneak away to get their groove on...
7/12/2012