i thought I’ve seen everything
i thought i’ve felt the fangs
i fall so easily
my internal wings can’t hold for eternity
i needed forever
i got a week
its not my fault
my mind was twisted
my soul was eclipsed
i can’t see anymore
all i have is luck
you were the luckiest hing i had
i wasn’t the only girl you were leaving you mark on
all i can remember is your lips caressing my neck
and the strength of your hands around my waist
the feeling i had forgotten
the first person i had truly opened up to beyond the first person to leave me
beyond my mother who’s seethes me
alcohol releasing me
it doesn’t hold me
everything hurts me
i just want to climb to the top of of my city and scream
but thats just a dream
i erase you but i can’t erase her
I’ve been used so much
but yet I’m not afraid
not afraid of death
afraid of eternity
without hope
without rest
so tell me again
tell me you know
don’t act surprised
i thought you knew
knew what it feels like to be internally shattered
don’t be flattered
you’ve been dead for years
i just died within months
no one was there for you
figured you knew
stay in your bubble
ill fly in mine
guess you had to draw a line
throw up a wall
mines been up since day 1
i let it down for a day
and all the sudden im shattered again
but thats okay
sooner or later ill fade away