I can\'t pull myself out of the wreckage,
There is damage that can\'t repair.
Forever I have been stuck alone and left in despair.
Death comes and hands me an invite,
All the fight I had in me is fading fast.
My brain\'s stuck on rewind and fast forward so I see a horrible future and my traumatic past.
The voices came back into clear view,
They tell me \"nobody cares about you\".
They\'re ripping me inside out until my face turns a cold shade of blue.
Everything seems meaningless,
What do I have left to lose?
I want to live and die so I am stuck on which one to choose.
Life has never been that kind,
Had bad luck since I was born.
It\'s not easy living in pain like you\'re walking on thorns.
I am giving up,
I can\'t push through.
There\'s only one thing left that comes to mind for me to do.