trust·wor·thy
trusting someone who hasn’t earned your trust
is like breathing in water
you’re drowning yourself willingly
you’re putting your heart on the line
a line
set boundaries
set rules
live by them
i am not saying to never trust
but just because a person is a sweet talker
doesn’t mean hand them your heart
we all hold secrets
secrets we don’t want anyone to hear
secrets we won’t admit
but admitting is the first step to suicide
thinking and believing are two different things
the people you think you know will eventually change
change with the seasons
changing who they were to conform to this world
friends will come and go
fading
fading memories
fading thoughts
fading urges
oblivion
we are oblivion
our actions
our thoughts
our emotions
all oblivion
all unknown
all unfamiliar
these actions we perform to fill this emptiness
the emptiness
we can not escape nor fill
because the only thing that seems to stop the pain is to pray
to pray to a God that may not hear
Pray to a God bigger than you
pray to a force bigger than our thoughts
or our emotions, or memories
bigger than everything on this broken earth
because while you are praying you know nothing can interfere with your trust in God
such a hard topic to understand and wrap your mind around
thinking and know are two different things
i know there is a god bigger than my problems
i think think i will make it through this storm
but if i don’t i know i will be with the king of kings
Trust in him not people of this earth