Behind closed doors
I got caught up in a hot moment that spawned from me finally getting fed up with being alone
A wolf in sheep\'s clothing came in for the kill begging me to let him give me his bone
I turned away in shock of his gargantuan size
Then, I went down and the surprise was on me
I started thinking about her a d how what I was doing wasn\'t right
His crazy battle axe who normally has her eyes and ears on his every waking moment like a lunatic hawk
Every day
Every night
She was shipped off to jail to do only a few hours of time
Perhaps she was even on to our liason from afar
Remote viewing the entire escapade
Yeah, now I see why she is always up his ass
Keeping him locked away in her bell jar asking her permission to have a hall pass
I want him so
I always have
Now, it\'s to the point of simply needing to fucking get laid
He thought that I would be too blind to notice the spite lying just beyond the lens
It\'s too late now to turn back time
I have already put a down payment on our getaway Benz
Too bad
So sad
But, nothing past that once ever had time to happen
I would never have thought then that him seeing me with my own significant other would make him turn his back to my friendship and walk away
His true colors show themselves so clearly now
There is really nothing more for me to say
When his sky becomes grey, I will simply tell him to take care
Did he think that his covetous ways would somehow spare him someday?
Now I sit here wishing in a way that we would have just continued to play on
Because the one that popped up in his way is now just a rythym in my head without any ryhme
He\'s gone
The crimes that he has committed against me must have been played out in advance
Chance has never proven to be anything more than heresay
I often wonder if it was my karma returning to pay me back for my own covetous ways with the brat next door
I not only feel stupid for how I acted toward him now but I also feel like a cheap, conniving whore
He and She and I
Sat down here together one night just before the tough got going almost too strong for me to bear
Finally, I understood why she has become like his warden
She has gone through the same ups and downs that come from caring about your man too much that I have
It was then suddenly to me worse than ever
I realized then and there that coveting my neighbor had probably landed my sinful ass in the middle of an extremely clever pay back plan
I would fuck myself hard without a kiss too if I were her and if that beautiful creature was my man...
5/10/2011