SunSearcher

A Mothers Mind

How can my love run so deep

Yet also make we want to run away and weep?

 

You started so small and fragile 

Grew bigger with the cutest giggle.

Newfound voice and innocence 

To a mother is absolute bliss.

This love so strong

I wanted it prolonged

Creation number two then came along. 

 

You started so small and fragile 

Grew bigger with the cutest giggle. 

Newfound voice and innocence 

To a mother is absolute bliss.

Why stop at two

For that is so few?

To make a perfect world 

We should try for a girl. 

So our third creation 

Brought us our perfection.

 

Things were great for so long

Then a day comes along 

Everyone seems mad

Everyone seems sad. 

How do we go back to what we had?

 

It is the time for cars

Staring at girls from afar

Oh, and the female nature

She has a voice so loud and hateful. 

 

All my beautiful little creations 

Have changes happening. 

We are running on hope

That one day it will all seem a joke.

My mind races with insecurity....

Do we have enough money 

For all my bees to make their honey?

Have I done what is best 

On this day that has put me to the test?

Will they grow to have strong morals?

Will they love with great depth?

Choose compassion over hatred? 

A few of the things for which I am uncertain .

 

Day after day after day

Things only seem to grow harder.

Sometimes a find myself in a corner

Hiding away

So the tears I she\'d

Will not put questions in their heads. 

 

How can my love run so deep 

Yet also make me want to run away and weep?.....

 

Most days now I find myself just wanting to be alone. 

Does this make me unworthy 

Of these beautiful creatures? 

How do I make these feelings stop?

How did it all turn to displeasure? 

 

How can my love run so deep

Yet also make me want to run away and weep?.....