We take for granted those we don\'t appreciate(p)So quick to receive love ..ooohh feed me ..feed me til my desires burn for you...feed me til i acquire the affection i never earned from you.
Til i realize that the love given was never the intention to help me grow but to fill the void on the feeling you should\'ve shown…for another…(p)Yet and still i cover my eyes and shed my soul my intentions are pure but the assurance of reciprocity in you I don\'t know…(p)So i stay,, saying to myself i never fought before..(p) I\'ve never lost before…(p)
See i\'m used to walking away the moment i smell pain….(p)the moment i see signs like blood trail guiding my way to a body in the bathroom with a broken hearted girl who swallowed one to many ..who believed in a serrated knife would the best end to a new beginning…(p)
Wait that took a left..let me track back..when you whispered in my ear saying i\'ll always have your back..mean while i make my way back(p)...home knowin when i left you alone she’d been calling ya phone hoping you were alone...and you accepted(p)... Knowing the same lips you made love to the unseen part of me ..you now kissing her neck with..(p)...leaving her breathless...leaving me breathless…
But im only mad at myself ...cause i knew what was expected...no commitment..(p) but i gave you a sacred part of me thinking you meant it…(p) but wait let me think ..when climax comes and the kids are disbursed you came to your senses….right?(p)
And so should I … but the woman in me believes that not all are the same...not all play games...not all result in shame(p)....
Naive of me to think that a boy can turn to a man..and father in the same entity...to expect... growth and honesty….honestly what was i thinking...honestly i wasn\'t even thinking….
Fast Forward we back to the weekend...and i\'m back in your bed and we back to freakin...you lying there ...consistently LYING here in the present but it feels too good..(p) and there goes you quick to receive love..feed me feed me….feed me til desires burn for you..til i acquire the affection i never earned from you.. But i learn for from you.so when the real love comes ..i can tell em my love burns only for you….
But let\'s be honest when it\'s all said done...i\'ll still think i\'m the one,, sh.t we never committed so i can\'t say we ever really did it….!!!