It\'s been a while since I\'ve seen you make a post
on social media about your divorce and how you hurt the most.
This time you read a note that she wrote a year ago
saying it\'s been 15 years since you\'ve known
that you\'re \"meant to be\". 5 Months later
she said God didn\'t give her a way out of the marriage
and she can\'t wait any longer. 6 Months later
the divorce is final. 4 Months later
she\'s in love with another.
She wants the kids to meet him.
I would have sympathy, but I don\'t anymore.
This woman is obviously a Whore.
She never treated me like my sister or my brother
all because we knew she wasn\'t my Mother.
I looked up to you dad, you did what was best for the family.
Like kicking me out because she falsely accused me
of touching my sister inappropriately.
Did I mention I was 6 and she was only 3?
I wasn\'t allowed back until my uncle died
which was 5 years later, isn\'t that sad?
At age 11 she \"allowed\" me to come in the house.
Why did my father listen to his crazy spouse?
I was apart of the family until age 16
Apparently my sister had a dream
of a dark figure. You assumed it was me.
You listened to your wife and put lies in her head.
Told her a \"truth\" that I never did!
I loved you even when you came clean.
The drugs, the alcohol, and even the pain.
I never blamed you and gave you forgiveness.
Enough is enough. She\'s still your mistress.
I remember you told me you value her more
than your kids because she could make more.
Yet I let that go thinking you were joking.
Now I know that you weren\'t lying.
You came to me sad that you missed
all of theses years and relationships you pissed.
I thought you meant it, ready to start over.
You wanted to see me and make up for what you lost.
That didn\'t last, I never hear or talk cause I\'m not sober.
I did what I could to reach out to you.
I even got into poetry just to relate to you.
Im 20 now and done with understanding.
I have a life to build and I\'m still planning.
I\'m an architect of my future,
the blue prints don\'t involve you.
To my Father, I wish you the best.
Maybe you\'ll find peace. But I\'m done
fighting, so I\'m going to rest.