AmayahShalan

Hurt

 

Sometimes I hurt and don\'t know why 

Sometimes I hurt and want to cry  

Sometimes I hurt and I just want to die 

I hurt in my mind heart and soul 

And no one knows 

I mean they know I hurt  

But they\'ll never be able to ever fully understand the depth in which I hurt 

Sometimes I don\'t fully understand the depth of my hurt  

Not only until I\'m in my bed at night crying wishing to have a person to confide in do I feel my true hurt 

You know this hurt is a pain I could never describe 

This hurt is wanting to die and live all in the same thought 

This hurt is feeling worthless and worth something at the same time 

This hurt is something  that I love and hate 

But then again maybe I don\'t love and hate this hurt 

Actually I just hate this hurt 

I can\'t love with this hurt 

This hurt has caused me to question every truth I\'ve ever known 

This hurt has caused me to doubt everyone I\'ve ever known 

Hell this hurt has caused me to doubt myself.... 

I\'ve hurt so much I\'ve lost myself.... 

I don\'t know who I am because of this hurt  

I can\'t love with this hurt... 

How can I even live with this hurt 

I\'m worthless with this hurt 

Fuck this hurt