Dreading the days past,

For there is no future
With all that\'s passed,
I feel no better.

In all this endeavour
Never have I felt this,
Unsatiable need to sever
All that\'s inside me,
All of it forever.

For if I do not sever
All that\'s inside me
I will be ruled forever
By the feelings residing.

I dreaded this day
Loathing it with all my being
Everyday fearing dismay,
And all that has happened.