berdnt_victoria

Feel Alive Again

there\'s this girl

who I once knew

she cuts her wrist

to just feel alive again

 

she\'s felt numb,

for quite a while now

but she didn\'t tell you

cause she was scared to

 

you now notice the scars

buried there on her wrist

and you start trying

to ask her why

 

but all she tells you,

is that its the only way

to have control of all the pain

she feels every day

 

you tell her,

to open up and talk to you

but all she does

is closes up around you

 

all she wants,

is to feel alive

so she cuts her wrist

tell they bleed a crimson red

 

she doesn\'t want to go on

she wants to end it all

but she doesn\'t,

only cause of you

 

you tell her,

to please stop cutting

cause your scared,

you might lose her

 

but all she tells you,

is she just wants to feel alive

and this is the only way

that she thinks she can

 

so all you can think to do,

is hug her tightly

telling her that everything

will one day be okay

 

and she wants to believe you,

she really does

but to be honest

she\'s really scared to

 

cause all she\'s ever known

is putting that cold blade

to her warm skin

and creating those scars

 

well that girl,

you thought you knew

is slowly falling apart

away from you

 

she\'s just saying goodbye

cause she can\'t deal with,

all this pain,

she feels inside

 

so goodbye world

cause it was you,

who destroyed,

that little girl, you once knew