I\'m thrown into
the crashing chaos of confusion.
Not knowing which path to take
or how to even choose it.
There are so many options,
so many ways to go,
I wish I wasn\'t in charge of myself,
I wish I had lost all control.
The future seems so far ahead,
unable to reached,
but in fact, it\'s so much closer now
than it has ever seemed.
I\'m afraid I don\'t know what to do,
I\'m afraid the battle\'s won,
for if I choose my future today,
I won\'t know if I chose wrong.