I feel like I only fuck up
Like I am not satisfied with the satisfaction others get from me
I never try my best I\'m only a quitter
All I want is to be happy with myself
To be able to say I tried
To be able to prove my existence
We are nothing
We die
We are forgotten
We are worthless
It is strange to find worth in another person
To actually care instead of only wanting to effect a brief moment of their pointless existence
I want to be your worth
I want to be your reason for existing
I want to look back on our seemingly pointless lives and only see each other and realize you are the only thing in my life that has worth
I apologize for not knowing how to actually care
You are the reason for my life and I will never feel like I am enough for you
But to me that is love
Two people forever trying to make each other happy
Trying to be the others life and show you that it is not worthless
I love you.