Aa Harvey

This is mine

This is mine

I’m just spinning my wheels, going nowhere fast;

I could try to care, but empathy I lack.

This place has ruined the person I used to be;

There lie the remains of me.

I have no strength left to fight back;

I look out at the world and everything is painted black.

The darkness surrounds my thoughts and leaves me feeling weak;

People are so depressing to a misery like me.

In sorrow I remember those days of light;

Every hope I ever had has disappeared out of sight.

No longer can I remember what I wished for,

That is if I was ever deemed worthy of a wish at all.

I guess not, because I sink under the truth;

When life is so hard, why should I ever try anything new?

It will all be the same at the end of the day,

So keep your happiness to yourself and I will keep walking away.

Do not try to follow me; this destination is mine to seek.

You are not even a memory; an empty head sets me free.

All the love in the world cannot fix my broken mind,

So leave me be and I will stay away from your world of lies.

Heaven is a dream and life is a nightmare;

People are all the same, so I cannot care.

Another day of sadness as I head towards the grave;

You and I are not so different, but we will never feel the same pain.