I don\'t know why I feel like crying but I do, there is no reason behind my pain yet that scares me the most, I\'m scared to go outside and I want to stay home forever, it may look like I been trapped but I like the feeling, when ever I fall a deep sleep I dream big, almost too big that I forget my sad life existed, even though I have food, shelter, clothes and family, people would think why are you still sad? I can\'t explain the way I feel but it feels like my souls been through a lot yet no reasons behind it but I\'m still feeling the pain, when I eat when I think and most importantly when I breathe.