m4y4_bee

Before the Hush [heartbreak no. 1 in e minor]

look at this forest you\'ve sown

silly girl a head is

no place for a forest! 

my scalp is rotting

disintegrating decay

exposed cranial tissue littered with

flaps of flesh

expired stinking meat 

but you cannot see it

under my spring flower

blue bonnet 

that you said looked lovely 

this winter day 

 

 

you\'ve scattered your seeds your

spores

throughout my scalp 

larvae laying lice silently

secretly graceful how

could i have known?

before they began to sprout

spreading beneath my

skin i cant scratch the

circus of small legs

the itch beneath

budding seeds

toxic mold spores 

you\'ve infected me you

parasite you

bastard you

poor 

poor child

 

i\'ll hush. 

 

but 

 

tell me

 

when you inhale

can you feel the burrs in my lungs

spores dissipated from 

open mouth to

open heart

you\'ve filled me with

serpent spores 

burrs in my chest

tell me

princess

before the hush

are you happy now?