She was strong and no one knew it -
No one knew how hard it was for her to hold it together
They didn\'t know that every time she heard that certain song
she wanted break down into tears
They didn\'t know that seeing her best friends with their boyfriends,
who used to all double date together, killed her
They didn\'t know that she hated hearing about their happiness
They didn\'t know that every time she saw him and smiled to be polite,
she had to squeeze her fists together so she could hold herself together
They didn\'t know that every month since the day of the break-up,
she noticed the date
She relived the break-up
She felt her stomach drop
She heard his voice
She regretted everything
They didn\'t know that when she talked about him and his new girl,
She wanted to throw up
She asked herself why
She wanted to ask him why
She compared herself to the her
They didn\'t know anything
They knew the girl that once in a while would show her weakness,
but very often seemed fine
She was good at wearing that mask
She smiled and partied and kissed other boys,
but they weren\'t him
They didn\'t kiss her like he did
They didn\'t talk like he did
They didn\'t love her like he did
They weren\'t him
And what kills her the most is that he\'s not in love with her anymore
He\'s okay
He\'s moved on
He\'s with someone knew
He doesn\'t need her anymore
He was just someone who came into her life,
learned all of her secrets,
memorized her likes, dislikes, her body,
and is now gone
Gone from her life