Tranquility has somehow caught back up to me
No longer am I living my life in fear
Still human-like
Still faltering
Forgiving myself this time around
This person who I am lately I have found to be quite suitable to dine on lobster and caviar
But, that is just not me
I would much rather drink cheap red wine from a water glass and eat peanut butter straight from the jar
All of the money I have earned has bought me what I have always had
The simplicities in life like eating out and being able to drive my own car
Somewhere in some tranquil dream, I must have been made aware enough to put all of these thoughts into words
I have returned to my peaceful loft nestled against the sacred mountainside near the sanctuary
A potpourri of bird songs can be heard all day and night
The demons from the nocturnal plateau have more than once shattered the solace here
Nothing could possibly taunt them into returning more than allowing myself to become engulfed again by the senselessness of human fear
My reality, more clear than ever before
All that lies in store is all dependent upon me
On wether or not I can force myself to adapt to all of this tranquility
My everything has every option for anything
Freedom rang it\'s bells for me long ago
I never have allowed myself to even notice the obvious
The Virgo fucked me over again
I won\'t pretend later on that it never took place
To me, it is a disgrace to be subjected to sweeping all the dust bunnies of my past underneath a Persian rug
A kiss and a hug cannot mend old wounds
The bullshit of yesterday cannot be let go of like a big bunch of helium balloons
People are like baboons sometimes
Fighting like madmen just for basic survival
The big long-awaited \"arrival\" is never going to come
They need to stop letting themselves succom to ancient, dogmatic hodge-podge
They must stop becoming the prey of trivial, mental espionage
Allow peace and serenity to inhabit your being for one brief moment
Even though you are still human, your entire view of yourselves could very well transform
Normality is only an opinion
You must not let another\'s end you back up where it all began, or your entire journey may indeed leave you with nothing left at all
Turn your backs to the shadows
Close your eyes
And fall...into tranquility....
10/19/2000