I look in the mirror and see a smile but tears always come down my face my happy days always became a waste good meals with a bitter taste I\'m a victim with no case . Only a blind man could see my pain and a deaf lady could hear me complain . Losing my grandparents in 10 months was very hard after the 3rd one my life was scarred . Yeah my mouth can be very filthy it\'s cause im always getting judged but never guilty . People treat me like I\'m seasonal just like them pretty leaves that got raked I sit and wonder am I just a mistake . Momma was never there after all the stuff I still care . Daddy always think I\'m doing wrong we all listening to the same song .My life is hard as acrylic might be the same song just a different lyric. All the stuff people putting me through my heart still not cold I know just dealing with it makes me very bold this ain\'t new to me its real old . If I died today wonder what truth would be told surrounding by fake people might as well be in the casket with a blindfold.