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Daily Routine

I stare at myself in the glass in front of me and remember:

\"Too skinny\"

I\'m sorry. 

\"You have no curves\" 

I\'m sorry.

\"Your hair is ugly.\" 

I\'m sorry.

\"You\'re teeth are crooked\" 

I\'m sorry

\"You\'re not pretty\"

I\'m sorry. I\'m sorry. I\'m sorry.

I apologize to my reflection.

Tears run down my face and I repeat.

I\'m sorry. I\'m sorry. I\'m sorry.

By now the steam from the shower I was supposed to be taking is growing thicker.

I\'m sorry. I\'m sorry. I\'m sorry.

Repeat again. 

And again, and again. 

Repeat until the steam fills up the bathroom and prevents the mirror from being seen. 

Begin again the following day.