Blood\'s pumping, heart\'s racing
Sweat\'s dripping, breath\'s quickening
Lights seeming brighter than they used to be
Losing myself to the future awaiting me
Time just used to be an illusion
My hands would just twiddle their thumbs
In over my head a million questions
Finally after so long until it comes
Gritting my teeth
Grabbing my chair
Holding down the pain beneath
Forced to be unbelievably aware
Almost instantly I\'m stormed with
Uncertainty flooding through my veins
Saving the feeling as it rests in my pith
Unready to brace the unyielding pain
All of a sudden a new part of me
Fills with excitement and fury
I\'ll be the best
and beat the rest
I bring with me my two weapons
My sun and moon, my joy and sorrow
Charging through feeling chosen
Like a river I let them flow
In my hand I hold my dreams
From which upon I\'ll find the seam
Within my heart I cusp my hope
Pledging to do more than cope
And although these inner demons won\'t die
I\'ll stay stubborn as a rock yet soaring through the sky