Ever been so emotional you dont know what to feel first
Like a roller coaster, or an ongoing curse
No matter what i do, no matter what i say
That lump in my throat, it wont go away
None of these emotions i want to stay
Im done with it, i no longer want to play.
These feelings inside, they tare me apart
Like a dagger in the heart, sharp
To know myself i need to know my pain, the only way it will go away
But why do we have to feel so deeply, i want to go back to being secretly
Crying behind closed doors, or down to the ocean the ultimate cries as the water hits the shores
But to go there i would have to take a step back from where i am, Fear is telling me I can
I know i should not listen to those words, i can go back, i can go back.
Fear is nothing I lack
But to be brave i must have fear, i must break threw the doors
Stare fear right in the eyes and Steer