Played with my ego and neglected my soul
so instead of growing I ended up on a pole,
friends were a no show and I was in a dark world
cold and alone,
mixed booze with drugs and carried on going with the flow...
my mind was a mess and my face lost its glow.
I knew I created the flow but just kept going,
binge boozing, closing better things out
and constantly smoking. Soaking up bad energies
mentally exploding, this world I was in shit
I knew I was broken...
Looking back on it now
I know I just needed time for reloading,
should have drank less to keep my stomach from bloating,
smoked less to keep myself from choking,
holding onto a world that wasn\'t for me
keeping me in a state of unknowing,
exposing my body to snakes and rodents,
provoking negative energies and molding my world which was folding...
I\'m somewhat joking because I know I shaped me,
gained valuable life lessons and set myself free,
a bird that was once caged by ego now free to let go.
No more blow up my nose being at an all time low,
just a steady flow ready to let my soul grow.
Life was made to love, If you can\'t love then just lay back and look above.