I live in a world of devastation
And yet I have to fake a smile
Hypocrisy across the nation
And everything\'s becoming vile
How can I keep on acting
And from pain keep distracting
Everyone I know is wrong
Or I don\'t want to be right
Can I pretend for long
Or will I have to fight
They all say lives matter
Turn a blind eye when heads splatter
I can\'t entrust my own family
They don\'t see it as I do
To see their difference hurts me
And with me they\'ll be through
They go to a righteous place
Take what they want spit in it\'s face
Everyone says I\'m abnormal
I don\'t claim to be holy
They have manners act formal
Yet care for eachother solely
I feel like there is no truth
I panic alone in a restaurant booth