Sometimes It Makes Me Wonder
I\'m sitting here
without you near
me
and it makes me weep bittersweetly
how can I go on without you
what am I going to do without you
damn why did you leave me, your youngest
can I be oh so honest
You were in so much pain
yet you never let it take you in vain
so with that I wont let your name, sacrifices, and pain go in vain
as I can only substain and obtain
the strength, courage, and humbleness you constantly taught me to instill and maintain
Sometime It makes Me Wonder
if the words that daddy stabbed you with truly passed your soul
causing your emotions to go numb and take that much of your heart
can cause you as much pain as it did me
constantly that caused me to leave you behind and with him , is that where you really wanted to be
with him as he treated you bad constantly
you was and still is worth more than that and i mean that whole heartedly...
Most importantly....
Sometimes It Makes Me Wonder
Did you want to leave
or did you have to leave
from me
so I can actually
see how much you really mean to me
Mommy, can you send me a sign, if you want want me with you in heaven now or should I wait for God patiently...