Felicityjones

Trying To Survive

With tired bleak eyes, I try to rise.

I made it through the day, but failed to see a prize.

Another day comes, another day goes.

Will I be okay today?

Nobody really knows.

I\'m struggling and drained, what\'s the purpose of this pain?

I guess it\'s to keep life content and entertained.

I\'m trying to survive, keep myself alive.

Every breath I take is like taking a dive.

My anxiety persists, it always insists.

It\'s made a home in my head where it beats me with bloody fists.

I hate this life, I don\'t feel alright.

My demons keep me close and hold me tight.

I don\'t know what\'s around the corner, I\'m terrified to look.

All this waiting and pacing is leaving me all shook.

I beg and I plead, just go away and leave.

Trapped in a nightmare, can\'t get reprieve.